Monday, March 27, 2017

The last coat of varnish is on

It has been pretty gloomy here the past few days which is actually a good thing because we have had some much needed rain.

Yesterday I put the second and final coat of varnish on the sewing machine lid.  Because of the dampness and a hospital trip tomorrow all day I am not going to try and move it.
It needs some dry air to dry it out properly.  It does look nice though even though the colour does not match exactly.  I am happy with it. You can see that it is not properly dry yet.



When it is fully dry I have to get someone to help me carry it up to my sewing room then I will be able to put it all together and give it a try. I will try and do a quick video of me using it.  The excitement of it all has been dulled with recent events but I know I will be happy to have it all working.

I took some photos on my walk out with the dogs today.  The trees are not flowering so gloriously as they usually do because of the weird weather patterns we are experiencing.  The rain has greened up the grass a lot which is good but the oak trees have not started to bud yet so it is a mixture of Spring and Winter out there.








My husband is not improving any at all, in fact, he seems to be getting worse.  The appointment tomorrow is with the neurologist who has ascertained that his B cells have been totally depleted and he has no immunity at all.  His heart is also a big concern as he has not come out of atrial fib.  We have transmitted four times already and each transmission had 10 events recorded.  There could have been a lot more but he doesn't press the button all the time, only for the really bad events.  They have put up three out of four reports so far where we can look at them online and they all show atrial fib with erratic heart rates both high and low, pvc's and other things which I have no idea what they are. We will take the monitor in tomorrow and get them to unload it while we are there to save bothering our neighbour to have to transmit over her landline.  The VA does not do very well at making sure these reports are seen by the doctors.  His electrophysiologist doctor is only in the VA once a week as is his cardiologist so we don't know if they have even seen the reports.  His neurologist is the only one who keeps on top of things. He has been a godsend to us, we are pretty sure without him my husband would not be here now.




Wednesday, March 22, 2017

The new normal

Things have quietened down a little here.  Our son Andrew was buried in NJ where his wife and two children live, we were not able to attend because my husband is not well enough to travel.

We organised a Memorial Service here in MO as there are a lot of family here who wanted to pay their respects.  I had a lot of help from neigbours and family to do this and it was a lovely tribute to him.

Our other son and daughter came to attend and spend some time with us but they have both gone back to their lives.  One lives on the east coast and one on the west and we are smack dead centre of the US.

My husband's health is getting worse.  The doctor has told us that he shouldn't be out in public and even in small groups he should wear a mask as his immune system is so compromised now.  Added to that he has heart issues that seem to be getting worse.  He soldiers on though and thinks he is immortal which I am sure is what is keeping him going. He is always sure the miracle cure is just around the corner.  There is power in positive thinking.

So, many changes to come I think, probably have to move to a place where there is minimal maintenance and no land to tend to.

My husband is fighting this because he doesn't want to give up his workshop and tools and the eternal optimist in him believes he will get back out there to work one day. I hope he is right.

The last few days I have been able to get out to the workshop myself and put some coats of stain on the treadle sewing machine cabinet.  Just one more coat I think will do it. Golden Oak to try and get some yellowness into it.  I had to use dark stain to get the depth of colour but it was more red than I hoped.  Hoping the oak will help but whatever the outcome it will have to do.  Finally, a coat of varnish and it will be ready to come back to the house and have the machine put back in it.



It is weird, a few weeks ago this was my primary focus.

How things change so quickly.........................

Friday, March 3, 2017

Might not be around for a while

This past week we had some devastating news.  My husbands eldest son, my stepson Andrew was killed in a car accident.  We are gutted, in shock and totally lost.

Added to that, my husband had the cardiac cath on Monday which didn't show any blockages, which was excellent news, but he has rampant atrial fib which is probably the cause of a lot of his more recent problems.  We spent three out of four days at the VA hospital, they are putting him on anti coagulent medication because of the atrial fib and other factors he is at a very high risk for stroke.  He is also wearing an event heart monitor for 30 days and has been advised not to travel far or fly. He has numerous upcoming appointments.

Plans are afoot for a memorial service to be held in Kansas City for the family from around here but we will not make the actual funeral in New Jersey which in itself is devastating but the doctor fears serious problems if we travel and attend it.

I will be keeping up with reading the blogs I follow as I get some sort of comfort from reading them but don't feel like posting myself right now.